Two and a half years ago I lost my best friend in the world. She was more than a friend, she was a pal. Colleen was like another part of me. Someone, the only one, that actually knew me, listened to what I had to say and understood all the stupid little things that I did.
It's funny in a sad smile kind of way that even now certain songs or smells or sounds will make me cry remembering her. I knew the woman for 43 years, longer than I have known my husband. Her words to me about troubles and problems were, "this too shall pass."
Well, I want to know when the grief at her loss will pass? How long will I miss her so deeply? How long will I have to be saddened by memories and loss?
I know that if she is in spirit form she is having a good belly laugh at my tears and sorrow, that would be her nature.
But, for me, there is only loneliness and sorrow, and more missing than I can righteously stand.
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