Where I Should Register My Complaint?

To all my dear friends,
Sometime I lost my mental balance as at that time I am unable to find a forum where I can register my protest. Where should I go? Do you know a place where my voice can be heard? Do you a place where I can make a complaint? I have made a complaint against the government of Pakistan and in return my house has been destroyed. Now my children are living under the open sky without any food. Always I begin my day with the hope that I shall earn something to buy some food for my children, but everytime I go to my home without anything. My wife and children after looking into my eyes understand that I am still a failed man.
At the moment my children are needing food and cloth, but I cannot provide them all these things as I am jobless. No one is ready to provide me the job as according to them, I am speaking the truth. Will you advise me to stop speaking the truth? I shall not stop speaking the truth and will be ready to commit a small sin for providing food and cloth tp to my wife and children. I am thinking on the option of starting begging. I think begging a sin, but I am going to commit this sin. I am hopeful God the Great will forgive me as He is the most merciful. I am hopeful He will help me as He has taken the responsibility of providing food to the human beings. But I am not a perfect man and this is the reason I always remain uncomfortable.
Now the Peshawar Press Club is also cancelling my membership as I am jobless. I shall start begging for the job.
I want to declare that I am ready to pay the price for the truth. The truth is that rulers of Pakistan are corrupt. They are robbing their own people. They have been committing many crimes. They are violating the human rights. I think you can help me. I do not know in whatever form it may be, but you can help me. Please help me.
A lot of thanks