Forgiveness and The Trinity of Life

I must apologize, for I have forgotten to spread the word of "FORGIVENESS" on many an occasion. I so often speak and relay the message of peace, love and unity, but, in reality to have the blessings of their Trinity one must first be capable of and have the overstanding of "FORGIVENESS". For that is the key to achieving the Trinity.

As in all that we learn or teach in our lives it often takes a nudge from a colleague or sometimes a stranger to bring out the awareness of a missing link. In my case concerning forgiveness it was the touch of a truly blessed Angel - that being Angel R. from Lovecry.org.

(THANK YOU SO DEEPLY MISS ANGEL FOR ALLOWING MY OVERSTANDING OF YOUR MESSAGE)

Deep thoughts.......so simplistic in their wording, but so complicated in their implication. Peace, love, unity, overstanding and, yes, the omni-importance of 'forgiveness'.

The 'meanness', if you will, of instilled human genetics, that dark little spot in all our Karma's that allows for the doors of hatred and jealousy to enter into our world, permits us to not love - to not overstand the mindsets of fellow Lights.

But, yet, it is so easily allowed. Forgive, put aside the instilled emotion, allow your heart to permit it. What we cannot see and overstand concerning forgiveness is that which we have been taught for many ages. "YOU" did this to my world and "I" cannot forgive. Such immature and selfish thought patterns.

As a human you may never achieve inner peace by holding grudges and by being unwilling to accept that which has already happened.

To give an example of what I have learned in my own life and how I allowed for forgiveness in my own very personal life I will speak now of what I was faced to realize.

My wife of twenty five years had an affair and as a result she bore a child, no, rather she gave birth to an Angel, as one would imagine my human side was devastated.

BUT, and that is a very large 'but', I did forgive her. I brought her back into my home and we strolled hand in hand through the nine months of growth, I very willingly was there when as the Angel came forth into my world. My wife then left me once more, taking the baby with her. I daily saw the child, nourished myself through his prescience. This continued for four years, then due to her mindset I was torn from his life and for almost one year did not know where he was or how he was. I reached out and now this Angel is back in my life and I thank the Creator for this.

I would be a liar if I said I did not have the emotions of hatred and vengeance concerning all of this. HOWEVER, my very soul, my Karma or just my having walked this space/time continuum for half of a century allowed for me to say, "I forgive what has happened, I forgive her." And, I honestly did, do and always will.

Life is a hard mistress, a mean whore and sometimes life dishes out hurt and pain. It does so to remind us that it is forgiveness, love, inner peace, outer peace and unity that is the path we all must and should walk upon.

My ex-wife has never 'forgiven' me, she daily lays blame upon me for what took place, she dances within the realms of blame laying and this is to disguise her unwillingness to forgive herself for what took place. I pray someday she will walk past this and enter into the Light of being.

My mother was murdered in 1981 - I forgave he who so brutally butchered her, for if I had not I would be still encased within the concrete walls of self-pity and hatred.

My greatest forgiveness was to forgive myself for my past walk in life - I was not a very nice person for many a year, I allowed myself to become a heroin addict, a gun toting scourge of society, a gang banger and an all round DARK persona.

After so many other tragedies within my human life I found within my soul forgiveness. First I forgave myself this opened the doors to allowing the forgiveness of others.

The past has past - did you see it go by???? If you did then you must of realized that it cannot be changed.

BUT, your present and your future can be changed - it is all in what you allow your mindset to be.

Forgive, forgive yourself, forgive life, forgive your neighbour.

And then step into your new life.

I love you, I always will - now love thy self and walk into The Light.

In closing, I must thank Angel R. and I thank her for what she is doing at LoveCry.org. Help her by supporting the cause.

I also send out a very large hug and kiss to Miss V for her connection with me this morning. Your energy allows for my inspirations. Peace and Light to you and Momma G for bringing you into my world and life.