Michael Jackson .. A “Barefoot Child” in luxury package.

A great artist that never had a chance to a childhood. An abused child who tried all his life to please his father in front of whom he was never good enough. His father called him “big nose” all his childhood and unconsciously he all his life tried to get a better “nose” with all the consequences it had.

We can cry for a super artist, entertainer, and musician that has left us. I cry for that child that never had a chance to be a child. He tried all his life to compensate this loss by creating all kind of amusement for children. He lost all normal perceptions about how to relate to children. He wanted to play and get back something of all that he had lost. He stayed a child in a grown up’s body. And at the same time he became the King of Pop. How to be able to bear all this ? No of course he couldn’t. he was a lonely child/man. He was a legend already alive. That is already to much for anyone and with his background we can be happy that he lived so long as he did and filled the world with his music.

I mourn his destiny. I can live without his music but I have great problems to accept all the pain this child/man has gone through in the meantime as we applauded him. How did he really feel? Was he ever happy or did he just play the role that his father once taught him.?

He has said he felt lonely. Of course he did . He was a neglected child and all his life he tried to compensate this. He did it “well” and a whole world loved him but that didn’t make him happy the
“ black whole” within was just to big. No applause in the world can fill that.`

It’s such a tragic story , not talking about his children, that is still more sad. How much can the human beings take . Michel made it to fifty.
For me it’s more; do not mourn his music mourn his life.

I know we need heroes but the price he paid for our needs was much to high. The same goes for Elvis and many other legends.

Now his dead is a show too. Will it ever stop?. Will he ever get his needed peace.?

The “Barefoot children” has many faces. You Michel was one of these. I’m so sorry for your sake and I hope your children will get an honest chance . Since we know you loved children . You loved the child you never had a chance to be….

That make me sad…