My life is a love story

My life is a love story...
A love story full of tears
My life is a story of meeting beautiful angels
and seeing how impermanent everything is

My life is a story of love;
of how to learn to love unconditionally

My life is the story of the wind;
of the wind, which blows through me;
of the wind that carries me
together with the whole galaxy in a circular pattern

A wind in which compared to everything else
i am billion times smaller than the smallest grain of sand
that exists on the bottom of the ocean

My life is a story of love;
a story of love and learning how to love
My life is a battlefield of acceptance

My life is me trying to transform
the archaic way of thinking inside of me
gathered for millions of generations before me

My life is to learn to love my ancestors
accepting all the gifts they`ve given me, no matter what they are
and transforming them into love, strength, purity, illumination, peace, determination,beauty, and love

My life is the song of the water
Sometimes i feel like i`ll drown
other times the water fondles my skin so softly,
there is no softer touch

My life is a life of trying to understand what life is
My life is a life of love and trying to speak with the language of love
My life is the life of love and trying to see with with the eyes of love

My life is full of fear and deep suffering
My life is trying to accept these precious gifts
and from them grow beautiful flowers of
love and understanding, compassion and enlightenment

My life becomes and stops becoming every single moment
There is no "my"; there is no "life"
There is just "this" and "this" i`m trying to understand
"This" is the absence of "this" and it`s full of love...it`s the source of everything. i am inseparable from it

Everything is one, non-separate from anything else
There is no duality
There is no birth and no death , there is nothing to be worried about

I open the flower of my heart
with its most gentle petals and breathe...
the air is of understanding, illumination, enlightenment, gentleness, softness, compassion
and love...



Ria