a misunderstanding about peace

i have coined a term:

"Military-Industrial Guilt Complex"

there's a lot of hanging on to militarist TRADITIONS in our world, a lot of sadness and isolation and misery caused because people are afraid to show their inner peaceful intentions.

"inner children" are suppressed by so many people, 

it leaves a certain bullying mentality that insists that it is "righteous" when it is not in charge of global politics.  i look at this all the time, i know that it is not me, or truly righteous.

in the last couple of years actual Nazis have attempted to explain to me that their politics are correct, and that i just couldn't understand...because i am of a lesser race!  while i have been insulted and angered by the interactions, i am thankful for them, because...the arguments, the discussions have to come forward...in a real way, the Nazi attitude rules the planet right now.

in all the Police States of the world, there is really just "One World State", a O. W. S. of Police enforced "peace" that is NOT actually peace.

it's NOT truly peace when people conform to the law out of fear of reprisal, rather than because they truly feel peaceful on the inside. instead, people suppress inner hostilities, and blowups happen, like Christopher Dorner, the L. A. cop who blew up because he was facing racist statements 'fellow' police officers who really were not his fellows.

at another network i had the following misunderstanding: 

some people think of things "being tainted by a negative focus"

others speak and think in terms of Yin and Yang, and balance...or imbalance.

what's troubling syria has been troubling that part of the Earth for millennia, 

and now in this 2013 period, it's clear to ME that the entire human race

with all its disparate cultures and castes is at an evolutionary moment.

old ways of seeing are coming up for review, and the foundation of how we think and 

feel is changing.  i would have cheered if it had been true that Assad had been assassinated, 

he's a tyrant and a champion of injustice.  at the same time, i will cheer more when cultures

learn to use diplomacy and understanding to undermine the systems that allow such tyrants to get into power.  another Saddam Hussein, another George W. Bush, another Napoleon, another Nero...sic semper tyrannis.  

i said what i said because a rumor was circulating that Assad, the Syrian president had been assassinated.  there's been a lot of news coming out of Syria, a lot of it looks like a class-based genocide.  i'm not in Syria to see what is going on for myself, but from what i understand from the news, Syria is  DANGEROUS PLACE TO LIVE right now, frightful, like unless you are the president and can hide behind the police state, your lifespan seems threatened.

Peace has a lot of ENEMIES, and it makes sense for people who view themselves as activists for peace to feel that we come from a place of Heart's Sanity.   OBVIOUSLY the situation in which people are asked to "just follow orders" and participate in killing creates a psychology of insanity, a groupthink where more and more people turn off their minds and do what they are told to do -- and what ends up happening is heartlessness and atrocity.

when a tyrant dies, i STILL feel like cheering would be in order.

in the meantime, i still WISH that peoples had the ability to learn to deal with matters via peaceful means, by way of talking things out, with love as the foreground for all dealings.  but that is a matter of social evolution, i believe....

does anyone here relate to this?