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We never actually just talking about you know your face too and how at the end of your face too we saw you know way in with Chris and this was a big moment for you when you actually started when you actually sat down and talked to Heidi about billion yeah hmm and now tell us how that was for you and how it impacted like your journey like this party your journey you know Eric sitting down in find me expecting more reaching out for help mad if you're shower to reach out for help when you have an eating disorder there's so much shame that comes with fact that you feel personally on an hour to shame that what I was doing and are you know I was a highly can't rest tell Mike and I didn't want and should be a good fit for me. I'm and so reaching out to Natural Garcinia Cambogia thank you forth first time there was a scary thing to do. it was very scary but and the day I'm so happy that I opened up to her because scare want me to you know a recovery that what happened possible without did you actually go to the arm say the pope and go through with the program for the six weeks yeah and I actually I had her all year record button China question-and-answer not my know they say I all year actually I have to eating disorder specialist at the fair how I don't just happen sister of every regular care you know in helping me per where you know going through you know when big cash my mommy and you know everything and show it just happened should be one I would I shoot actually the very first person I reached out to it right there attacks and then elect a DH show I text to you I was going to pray for I knew that I had a problem but I want to change and I wondered how can show I'm she's asked absolutely incredible honor and Phelps when I within the next eating disorder at first during the show because I can't wait for treatment for the under the show I started doing progress treatment wither and they are week for a Latino talk to her three or four times a week because I reject yeah it's I just needed help I needed that you know that and more that's interesting that you said that cuz I want to my purse questions for you was going to be you know what in this episode when you watched it back what you know did we not see that might have been a big partier journey and I would imagine that would have been like that's in a part of your whole year to us that look like you know you started suffering with these issues in phase 2 when in reality I mean obviously you suffered from overeating and that in itself is an eating disorder for sure but the whole bingeing.