It's a really emotional moment for her and for Chris

It's a really emotional moment for her and for Chris I'm you can understand why she will wanton do that too because she knows mentally she needs to get over that hurdle so she needs to reach out to what tI'll dot like she's up for it I love that I love this car lover and yes the ASM throughout the whole show more enthusiasm it was always I'm going to do it yeah I can even when she made her goal that was like well that's okay I know I came a logway when I think they know that I call their Goose parkas I think in this like second ninety days you could deliver more personality she's definitely building her competence you know because she seeing results in her South when we saw her on that first that I guess the second way and so after the first 90 days and they said the foreign after and she lost so much in that belly weight looked amazing she was are already looking amazing and you could definitely see more fifty-year forming and just her confidence was just like shiny and I love her relationships you have with Chris oh yeah it was so like brother sister like then later but he has very comfortable with hair and she just was like goofy interviewed Irish is like shooting herself running with the hair down for like just like playing around and she's like Gravitas timing and take your average I don't think I could ever do for camera but she was like comfortable yes she's comfortable Colon Detox Pro she was able to like show herself to the world with Jess no reservations I really after yet her mature then that we see her in this second ninety-day period she also decides to reach out to her birth mom yes and thahe hell is and that's a birthmother and some in order for her to keep setting this be found get her goal weight 155 she has to confront death yeah and imagine if year adopted and that is been looming over your entire past it will never go away until you actually do it into actually reach out and make the effort but then if they don't respond I would imagine that that would bring up a whole new issue did they say why she didn't respond and only exam or did nothing they and the I don’t think they ever say I mean how would they know yeah but they wouldn't know but know you doing to her maybe the letter to get what I want to believe but I want to believe that she never actually read that that what imp saying I think that would bring a whole new level a pain but it seemed like she took bout witch like I'm control myself yeah and yeah I need it than the past but right now at this point in my life have them that love me I have a brighter future I have these goals and setting for myself she was motivated and that's exactly what we see so she goes and they go to Niagara Falls and it’s there that Chris actually tells her you know we we've find out that she hasn't heard back from her birth mother at that point but Chris tells me that he hired private investigators creeping me out a lot and this lady probably had no idea or maybe she does now that it's on television but an is that lawful I had yeah the border face a bird on the info nobody okay %uh the naming about that but that's creepy to me the pictures wouldn't it yeah I mean you saw the woman you can see your face she was overweight and I felt like when Meredith actually side it look like it made sense to her yeah like maybe some of her own issues are owned by the issues she realize it's just part every time.