Just found out I have cancer

I was diagnosed 7/29 the news blew me away. I had been following Farrah Fawcett's story and was very intriqued
because of the similarities. But I thought I just had a hemorroid so I had to have a biopsy it came back cancer.
Everything began to spin out of control for me and my old behaviours kicked in, smoking and drinking to excess
now I realize that's not my option today it took cancer to bring me to my knees.I must now change everything I thought was fun because that kind of fun will over lead to more damage to my system. Finding this site will be a
healing tool for me as we all come together to spread peace.