Learning: Just some random passing thoughts

I feel like I keep learning and learning and when I think I know something then some new truth is revaled and I realize how little I understood before. I feel like it’s best to keep my mouth shut because I can’t know anything beyond this very moment. I would really love to help someone, but I need to help myself. I feel like I understand the way but don’t always take the path. I act as a bystander and can explain in detail how I got there before, but then I don’t take my own advise. Sometimes I do, and that’s when I realize that when I think I know, I don’t. When I let go and just experience the knowing, it’s where I’m supposed to be.

I need to stop seeking outside of myself. I need to stop trying to heal outside of myself. I need to realize that the people and situations that need fixing are telling me where I need to fix myself. I can’t fix anything outside of myself.

I love this learning, I love this letting go. Whether I’m confused, feel lost or basking in the Light of God, it’s all very beautiful. I’m only here a short time, it’s such a blessing to be here with all of you on our journey back to oneness. There’s so much love here. I’ll look back on this tiny moment we call life and laugh, and be glad all of the beauty and truth was real, and relieved that what I thought was lacking or dark was but a misunderstood shadow that didn’t exist.

How glad I will be to remember our oneness again and be Home. For now, this is where I am, and I will love this too.