Never stop trying!

If you give up,then what kind of message do we send to the ones who watch and listen to what we say!?The ones who don't give up are the ones who know the struggles all to well and know that it is going to be hard.I know that path I am on is a long and hard one to travel,I have climbed many mountains literally in Alaska and have been in the roughest waters in the world,I have come close to drowning on several occasions but not once did I ever feel like giving up.I lost my parental rights to one of my sons and got to see my oldest a few times while his mother took him all over the country to keep him away from me,and still I never thought about giving up.
And now my oldest son reads all of my posts and bulletins and we discuss them from time to time,unfortunately he to has run into to trouble and has his baby in foster care,and I tell him NEVER GIVE UP!
I look for the insperational stories that make people think a little as well as put blatant facts out there for them to see and then add my own two cents to it.I don't always have the nicest critics and have lost some friends because of what I write at times,but that was their choice for deleting me,not mine,I have had some of them come back with an apology as well.
That right there tells me that I can never give up,I never really wanted to do what I am doing now,it was chosen by Creator for me to do. An awakening is what many people needed and we are just the tools to make it happen,I try to keep people on the path we all have chosen when we all decided to make a difference for not just ourselves but for our children and theirs as well as everyone elses.

We may never see the full effects of how we have affected others right away,but it will happen,my father use to say many things and I never understood them until lately.

One of the things was,"Life is like a flower you planted as a seed,you water it,nurture it,and watch it grow!But if you get to impatient to see it bloom when it's suppose to and try to force the peddles open,you will only kill the flower and never see the true beauty it possessed!"