Reality or illusions - Peace or conflict

I have a strong passion for living in Peace and truth and a goal to believe only in the peace of God...at the moment i believe illusions are real and have put faith in illusions....for when they surface in my life i loose the experience of my oneness with life and god...just recently i have stopped listening to the news in the media because it takes me away from the peace of God...i am sure there are a few items on the news every now and then like hearing about there being a new goverment in power or that my local towns bridge has finished being built, But hearing about horrific tragedy's day in day out robs me of experiencing peace....why do i need to hear about all the negative news when there is nothing i can do about it except send my peace and love to the helpless people we hear about....even tv shows don't entertain me any more because i do not share the same thought system they represent, which is the belief in illusions....i only believe in all the right minded ideas that are the foundation to the knowledge of how reality really is in the mind of God...God did not create illusions i believe man did to try an escape from the oneness of God ( ego ) = Escaping Gods Oneness....so since 90% of television is based on supporting this mad idea that we are separate from one another and God it no longer supports my idea of what is entertainment...i choose peace over conflict....reality over illusions....and seeing the oneness and sacredness in all things love would create...what is whole and complete can have no opposites, and love is all there is...so what do you choose....love or illusions?