Hi Victor, sorry for taking so long to reply. I has my 1st Lecture yesterday on my book, R U an Indigo? It went rather well. My biggest issues are finding a printer to get it done and in Editing, plus working in a format that the printers want. The writing is the easy part, Let me know how it is going for you,,, thanks for your friendship!!
in your last comment on my page you wrote something about being sorry for having been 'so out of touch'. But you never have been out of touch - i deeply feel and have felt your touching presence.
When i went back to that comment, your words about Kara and this unique picture you added hit me in the middle of my breast (where that soulwater source is).
Did you paint that picture?
Whoever did it, it shows so beautifully what i daily meet in that child i am living with: the connection to the universe and the infinite within. Simply by the way she IS, she again and again opens my long closed eyes for what WE ALL ARE.
During this year, Victor, your life has been so full and so fulfilled, that i guess you haven't been in your summer home this year. But it must be wonderful in autumn, too - with all the colours around... I have never been there. Nobody invited me. But anyway, my favorite place to be is our five seasons home in colourful Cologne...
Victor, i'll call you soon. This comment window and the space an email offers are too limited.
I love the ideal!!!!! I will have it worked up and send you a copy of it,,, looks like you will be getting credit for creating the cover design,,, wow,,, isn't it so cool when one is in touch with the universe! Thanks Victor for the great ideal!
It is a done deal Victor, I will send you a copy as soon as I get them. The hang up now is the cover design. The issue is, a book is judged by its cover. So, I want to get it right. This is a learning process for me but I look ahead to my second book and know that it will a brezze when it is finished. Whatever I can do, the answer is yes. Thanks for the thoughts, dennis
To confess, I read your entire web site,, I have got to tell you,, I LOVE the 6 year kid telling the Priest that the answer is all 3,, that is priceless!! Victor, One thing that I have learned in life is this, " if one is without a clue and stupid young, that they will still be without a clue and even more stupid old, where a wise old man was also a wise child " You, my friend are living proof of that saying and I stand in honor of you and your writing! Looking forward to your book. You are blessed to have internal sight! Dennis
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Victor, my precious friend!
It is sooo special, that you have sent this wonderful story to me. Did you hear it or read it? Maybe you have got it from my present favorite book: "Embracing the Beloved - Relationship as a Path of Awakening" (by Stephen and Ondrea Levine). It's only four months ago, that i heard that unique story for the first time. When i started to read it, i really became nerveous by the close attention, what would happen. I was so delighted by the words of the child (that was a 3 year old girl in my case). And i was doubled delighted, when i followed the story told by you. Your words are so full of deep respect and tenderness, they feel like home to me. And that is the same with everything, i have been reading from Stephen (and Ondrea) Levine. Every day, i was looking forward to the evening (before closing my eyes), when i read just one or two little chapters of that mentioned book and afterwards 'A gradual awakening'. Short time after i had started with 'Healing into life and death' i came to ipeace. And that was it with reading books - up to now. Since weeks the brilliant REDvolution book of the 'Spiritual Cowgirl' Sera Beak is lying here. (Yesterday, i saw her among the new members). I only read that one page, that was opened by the great spirit, directly after i had packed it out: "Divine Winks. The Universe Wants Your Attention. Will You Wink Back?" And that was fitting perfectly to the strange, but WONDERful event, the Universe had created some days before, when my attention was attracted by a thing, that 'normally' cannot happen. And of course, i' m winking back. During the last weeks, i have been perceiving an infinite number of DIVINE WINKS and it is still going on. My life seems to consist of a constant receiving and answering. So often, there are moments, when i would like to give many different winks back at once. I really have to learn patience, letting be, becoming calm again... But i love this process and i notice that the clarity of my mind and the clarity of my life is growing, and so does my health.
Thank you, Victor, for accompaning me on this way and for being so close.
Victor, my favorite private professor and tender friend!
The wish to share this photo with you is so strong, that i simply do it now.
In this situation seen on the picture, Kara was about 4 maybe 5 months old. She loved lying on that blanket on the floor and was very content with herself. Mostly, she didn't need any amusement from the outside. But sometimes it happened. Only she perceived those special events happening above her. I couldn't see anything in that space / place, she was looking at. But she obviously did. In those moments, she was very excited, she started to talk (but not with me, in those moments, she hasn't been interested in me at all), she was speaking to that, which / who 'was speaking' to her. Those conversations happened at home, but also in nature and at my parents house. In the beginning, i thought, she maybe was impressed by any moving shadows or by all those moving leaves in the sunlight while we were passing under some trees. But she did the same, when she was lying on a hill and only the deep blue sky was above her without any clouds or any other movement visible to my eyes. And the way she acted and responded to what she has perceived let no doubt about, what kind of experiences she had.
And you can imagine, how deeply i was touched again and again, when she learnt to speak our common language and wanted to share her experiences with me. Well, the way of her perception has changed, now, it's more and more inconscious. But without thinking about those things and themes she just let's flow them into her pictures and sometimes into her words and movements.
She and other children (her friends and also those i work(ed) in school with) really can open more and more my long closed / half-blinded eyes. And while I'm writing this, a lot of water is running out of those eyes, that already very early in my childhood became the weakest part of my body.
So that poem 'The Opening of Eyes" by David White, that i added to my page (and as i remember also to yours) expresses what life means to me: It's the opening of eyes long closed.
Thank you so much, Victor, you are one of the few who know about all this and one of those few, i can share those experiences and feelings with. You are one of those, who help me to trust in and understand more and more in that, what happens, if we are able to perceive it or not.
Your thoughts and feelings and all the love you are sending remind me of WHAT WE ARE. Sabine : )