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When it comes to peace, how would you describe yourself?
I am a 'born again' activist
What do you believe are the 'burning issues' today?
So what is it?
A very BIG lack of absolute PRESENT consciousness that is cOMpletely free from metaphysical images & ideas indeed to FEEL AND SEE SURROUND what IS instead of believing in anything
What must we overcome to achieve peace?
THE LACK OF LOVE: loving instead of longing is a feeling of totale YES to life - i Peace YOU too...
Can we change the world?
More about me
I practize TAIJIQUAN (in the way of master William C.C.Chen) since 1995. I was reborn in this body at the 4th of January 1992 by being exchanged with the soul of my mirror brother in a parallel universe thru a car accident... Before that happened i had become already an artist because of an extreme meditation experience on 5th of may 1989 (you can read the poem "KONTAKT" about that in my photo-gallery) and called myself "TOM DE TOYS" (the surname was a result of reading Aldous Huxley's "BRAVE NEW WORLD") as whom i continued to act outside. But INSIDE there are those themes of a better world, that i follow more or less secretly (also in my arts), kNOWing that no ego is necessary to survive but friendship thru love and love thru awaking to THIS universe: saying YES to THAT we ARE :-) how crazy THAT everything IS at all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My favorite author is ALAN WATTS, who was a 100% free spiritual pioneer of the transpersonal movement and published famous books about his own way of ZEN and TAOISM. My latest photo-gallery is dedicated to him:
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Tom de Toys, 1.9.2003
English transliteration: Ní Gudix, 11.11.03


no memory
no law
no god
no spirit
no reason and
no mercy
no prayer
no plan
no nothing
no miracle
no time
no aim
no beginning
no system
no sense
no protection
no dictates
no symmetry
no superblessing
everything is endlessly open
now in rain now in the sun
what we love we have to do
what we don't is even more
what we think is coming up
what we hope we miss to sore
when we kiss i feel how still
your beauty be my final will
Between Every Cell this void is lurking
quantum loop-hole for secret wishes
what a cosmic salad full of positrons
b-mesons ace-corbics and other quarks
a pinch of higgsledy a bit of piggsledy
on a very ordinary normal day when
garnished with neutrinos and sodium
the entire world model is imploding
no false peace is celebrating us
in this GREAT hour
no rules apply
only amazement
is jerking
the moment
free from pain and quick
like a mad lash of the eye-lash
no multidimensional monster following
the fresh sore heals up without any scar - CLIC
now the earth goes one more of its endless rounds through
the schizophrenic multiverse perishes
(peritonitis - gets peritonitis in the end -)
i'm itching to my finger-tips ZENsing clear murmurs
to force the biro to the magnetical sheet
and to remember: rhyming here!
under cover of the night
i with laughter nearly died
what a fright

"Nur Worte und Vereinbarungen können uns von dem gänzlich
unbestimmbaren 'Irgendetwas' absondern, das Alles ist. (...)
Gleicherweise ist das Weltall, beschrieben in formaler, dogma-
tischer Religion nicht mehr als ein Symbol der wirklichen Welt,
ebenso aus verbalen und vereinbarten Bezeichnungen konstruiert.
'Diese Person' trennen zu wollen vom Rest des Weltalls, heißt eine
vereinbarte Trennung zu machen. (...) Und da die Religion als Mittel
für tatsächliches Begreifen und Besitzen des Mysteriums Leben
mißbraucht wurde, war eine gewisse Entthronung nötig. (...)
Es ist gerade die Realität der Gegenwart, dieses bewegte,
lebendige JETZT, das sich aller Erklärung und Beschreibung
entzieht. Hier ist diese mysteriöse, wirkliche Welt, die Worte
und Ideen nie festzunageln vermögen."

Tom de Toys, 1.9.2003
Englische Transliteration: Ní Gudix, 11.11.03


kein gedächnis
kein gesetz
kein gott
kein geist
kein grund und
keine gnade
kein gebet
kein plan
kein nichts
kein wunder
keine zeit
kein ziel
kein anfang
kein system
kein sinn
kein schutz
kein sachzwang
keine symmetrie
kein supersegen
alles ist unendlich offen
mal bei regen mal bei sonne
was wir lieben ist zu tuen
was wir lassen ist noch mehr
was wir denken kommt zur sprache
was wir hoffen fehlt uns sehr
wenn wir küssen spüre ich die stille
deine schönheit sei mein letzter wille
Zwischen Jeder Zelle lauert dieses leere
quantenschlupfloch für geheime wünsche
welch ein kosmischer salat aus positronen
b-mesonen as-corbin und andrem quark
ne brise higgs ein bißchen hack an einem
ganz gewöhnlichen normalen tag noch
mit neutrinos und natren garniert
implodiert das ganze weltmodell
kein falscher frieden feiert uns
in dieser GROßEN stunde
gelten keine regeln
nur ein staunen
schmerzfrei und schnell
wie ein verrückter wimpernschlag
kein mehrdimensionales monster folgt
die neue wunde schließt sich ohne narben - KLICK
schon dreht die erde eine weitere endlose runde durch
das schizophrene multiversum geht ein
unhörbares raunen juckt mir in den fingerspit-Zen
Zwingt den kugelschreiber zum magnetischen papier
und zur erinnerung: gereimtes hier ! bei nacht
und nebel wieder totgelacht
wer hätte das

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Copyleft free for, Internet 2005,
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i would be lucky if you cOMe 8.5.2010 to the opening 19h of my EXHIBITION "LOCHLANDLEBEN" with many old drawings & one brand-new big size painting of Integral Impressionism in the New Cologne gallery MUSENSTUBE:

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MY DEAR BELOVED NEW FRIENDS WITH OLD SOULS :-) i am lucky to be connected here with sooooooo many beautiful spiritual persons living all over the world. i did not expect that my master visions from 1994 get true on a very simple VIRTUAL level - amazing... PLEASE: just write SHORT comments (and only WITHOUT images), otherwise i have to delete them as the page gets toooooo LONG for that slooooooow cOMputer i use and for the purpose to read quickly without sssscccccrrrrrroooolllllllllling :-) i… Continue

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At 1:28am on February 17, 2009, Eau Douce said…
Aloha omithy
how are you?
I came for a visit to offer your Galactic Song!
Enjoy creating your melody!
Love tp you


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