Kenneth alfsson's Blog (8)

Like the stars!

Like the star up in the sky at night we shine like millions diamonds...we shine for all child within .... we shine for all small children in the world who dont have anyone who protects them... we shine for all man kind who belive in us children and do care for us...we shine for them who dont can reach out from the shadows... we shine we shine to give the world hope of the child within!

Warm regards kenneth alfsson

Added by kenneth alfsson on November 21, 2010 at 3:50pm — No Comments

With promision of my dear sister !

This is a conversation between me and my sister on MSN ,,,

Maby i write the hole story but thik you do understand that this is only a littel of our childhood, i dont habe the strength to write it now, the memories is so toughe and they come up to the surface.... and it´ts hurt to much!





are you awake dear sister



yes it's me but I soon go to bed hoping it is good with you



I have the bug but they begin to move on .... but there is another,…
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Added by kenneth alfsson on November 21, 2010 at 3:49pm — No Comments

About me.... share a little of my life 2!

I Belive i was the spring that year i should be 15 years old,i met a guy who feel sorry for me.

He show me a way out but that way was not the best "o no", in that moment a new chapter started in my life.

The guy who helpt me was a drug dealer..... i take some and i feld so good " it was cocain",i stand up to my father and i started to be out almost all the time... it was a world outside our home where i belived that people respect each other!

It starting go…
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Added by kenneth alfsson on November 21, 2010 at 3:48pm — No Comments

About me.... share a little of my life 3!

There is many people who has died and friends who has died... i realize that i have ruin more than my own life...!

I have helpt 2 friends to part up theire heredity after their dear parents..... one of this friends are dead now.

I was the cause he became with out home... i borow money of him and i could not pay them back ehrn he needed them as most... so he became with out a home,the land lord throw him out on the street"the land lord dident care about him.. he…
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Added by kenneth alfsson on November 21, 2010 at 3:46pm — No Comments

About Love !

When you do not chose not to live as it did from the beginning ... so it made it to feel love, once I had changed my life so I got another problem .... I was scared of love ... I had not the ability to take me to love because I was terrified!



Everything had to love to do just did evil ... in all the years have been told that love is reached beautifully ... been wonderful ... reached full fantastic to experience, but I could not deal with all this I felt only pain…
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Added by kenneth alfsson on November 21, 2010 at 3:45pm — No Comments

Onther time at 11 years old!

Kenneth I (little guy at 11 years).

Yikes can not Dad go to work soon .... he just messes o bickering, I am so tired of hearing mom's turn to cry ... not my sisters are at home it would all be worse!

Wondering what time it is .... ok 9 in the evening when he goes soon, as well stay here in the room until he left sigh.

What if it happened to him reached ... Car CONK o bump o he died ....

then we would be free ... Mommy would not cry more ... my sisters…
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Added by kenneth alfsson on November 21, 2010 at 3:45pm — No Comments

1986

When you feel happiness begin to think if you are worth it after all you have done and been through !?!?!



The year is 1986-87 ..... I had been without homes for a while and everything seemed hopeless .... I just float around and flowed over time that was, can not remember when in the year this was. I stole to get something to eat ... that the police had taken my drugdealer as I too worked as a courier for! I was desperate ... no home .. no food ... no drugs, I…
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Added by kenneth alfsson on November 21, 2010 at 3:43pm — No Comments

Scary what abuse twisting the head sometimes!!!What shall i do when i have lost the energy and lost the words to write?!?I sit by my comupter and see your comments and i wanna replay them... so i beg…

Scary what abuse twisting the head sometimes!!!





What shall i do when i have lost the energy and lost the words to write?!?

I sit by my comupter and see your comments and i wanna replay them... so i beginne to type but only after a few words it is stop.... i am so tired and i have lost my energy... i am in a bad period ... i do what i must to live right now.

It is so toughe to live and feel alive,specielly to feel alive... many people have difficult…
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Added by kenneth alfsson on November 21, 2010 at 3:42pm — No Comments

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